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Here I am, standing at the staircase of our high school, the exact same place we met when we were still 18; 10 years passed and I’m standing at the same place, reason being that I became a teacher. Memories lingered around the school compound. All this while, I hadn’t been able to let go of you.

“Daiki Arioka? You were really close with him back then weren’t you? The two of you went out or something right?” Sometimes, reunions aren’t really the best. I gave a faint smile every time the question of us came up.

I met up with Chizu, a classmate of mine in Year 3 for lunch at a family restaurant 30 minutes walk away. She now works as the school nurse. We don’t usually spend time together, but we try to get together whenever possible. The topic of you and I doesn’t appear, or at least until today.

“Let’s be honest Aki. You still love him don’t you,” Unable to control my tears, I crouched down in the middle of the empty midday street and broke down. After all these years, I hadn’t been able to forget you still. The dates we had, the memories we shared. Every single fragment of my memory with you was vividly remembered. “I’m sorry” your words of apology; the scene where we broke up- it kept playing in my head every now and then.

Just as we walked back to school after lunch, it was you who we happened to saw.

“Eh, do you guys still remember me? Aki and Chizu, right?” I was still sniffling, with a tear-stained face. I immediately raised my hands to cover my mouth in disbelief and about the fact that I didn’t want to see my red nose.

“How’s life?” you asked with your forehead creased with worry. I wanted to shout, to tell you one last time, how much I love you; let alone my heart do the job silently. However my heart cringed when our eyes met. My gaze fell on your left hand. The hand that held the wedding ring. Forced to pull back my tears, I gave a reassuring smile.

“Aki, I’m really sorry… You… You have to move on in life… Thanks for being next to me when my parents divorced. Thanks for taking time to change me from a delinquent to who I am now. You really saved me. Even so, I’m sorry…” You hung your head, and left. 

Title: Boku wa Vampire

Pairing: YabuChii, YamaChii

“GO AWAY AND NEVER COME BACK!!”

Yabu was lost for words. The tears that fell to the ground. Yabu had never seen Chinen in such a terrified stage. Yabu had no clue what happened, he wanted to ask, but he knew Chinen is sensitive in some topics. Yabu swallowed his saliva, and nodded. He accepted the fact that Chinen doesn’t want him anymore so he left the scene. He left Chinen alone, crying.

It was 2 in the morning when Yabu visited Chinen’s house. To his horror, the love of his life was sitting at the corner of the sofa, in his oversized black off shoulder shirt and sweat pants, silently weeping away. Yabu was immediately chased out when he held Chinen by his shoulder.

Yabu walked down the empty road, with what happened previously playing repeatedly in his head. It was only until he found an old friend of his, Yamada, sitting at the bus stop he had to walk past. Yamada was in low spirits, which was not surprising as it was in the wee hours in the morning.

“Yamada..? What are you doing out at this hour?” Yabu asked as a concerned person. Yamada did not answer, but instead turned his head away. Yabu sensed something wrong and came closer to Yamada to check on him. To his surprise, Yamada suddenly stood up and rested his head on the crook of Yabu’s neck.

“STAY AWAY FROM HIM!!”

Yabu turned and saw his lover, panting from the run he just made, eyes puffed, face flushed. Chinen pulled Yabu away from Yamada and shouted,

“DON’T YOU DARE!”

Yabu was at complete lost. He had no idea what was happening. Until he took a glance at Yamada, who was smirking away. Yabu gulped. It was dark and late, he might be imagining things. Yabu closed his eyes and then realized everything was real. It was true. Yamada had fangs sticking out from his smirk.

“Stay out of our relationship dammit!” Chinen glared. Yamada gave his casual ‘so-what’ face and finally spoke, “Don’t be such a party pooper. I fell in love with you way long before I became a vampire. They say the rule to a vampire is to suck out the blood of the person you love. And I love you. So I’m bringing you to the other side of the world.”

Yabu’s heart cringed upon listening to Yamada’s words and let go of Chinen’s hands. Question was that, what will happen if Chinen continues being stubborn and refuses Yamada’s request. Upon hearing that, Yamada went back to smirking.

“It’s either him, or you.” Yamada pointed at Yabu. Yabu frowned and gripped Chinen’s hands.

“Chii, I love you. But it’s up to your decision now. I will miss you if you go with him, but I definitely won’t regret.” Yabu bent down and kissed Chinen, who did not replied to the kiss given. Yamada rolled his eyes at the sight of the couple and clicked his tongue, then tapped his shoes impatiently. When Yabu gave up, he gave Chinen a slight push to Yamada. Yamada pulled Chinen to a hug and slowly thrust his fangs into Chinen’s neck, then sucked the blood that was seeping out.

Yabu’s heart became empty as he continued watching his loved one being taken away to another world. 

Pairing: I’ll just stick to OkaBu from now.

Keito slide his bare arms across the soft, warm mattress. With only his sweat pants on, he felt the slight chill of the cold breeze from the air con. His head spinning, unable to organise his thoughts.

A few moments ago he just witness an affair through coincidence. His own husband with another man. They held hands, they kissed. Heartbroken, hurt, Keito was left in complete daze.

“Why’d he do such a thing?” Despite having to see his own partner in an affair, Keito was still able to be calm. For the whole day, he lied the bed, spreading himself, trying to get the image of him being cheated clearer. He waited for his beloved partner to arrive home.

Time ticked. Keito’s mind stopped fogging up. The image became clear. He was cheated. Two hours passed, no phonecalls nor the sound of the doors opening. Keito was patient by nature, hence he didn’t mind waiting. He turned his head to see the mini clock on the side table. It read 19:05. Usually Kota gives texts or a call to Keito whenever he’s gonna come home after 6pm however, not today.

Another hour passed and finally the sound of the house door being unlocked and open came. Kota walked into their bedroom only to see his half naked partner, lying on the bed, deep in thoughts.

“Why’d you took too long?” Keito asked without saying any greetings.

Kota was taken aback. Keito isn’t the type of person who wouldn’t start a conversation without a greeting. Married for two years, this was the first time Keito acted such way.

Kota knew he was in the wrong. He couldn’t lie to Keito either. Kota took a good look at Keito, placed his briefcase on the floor, took off his coat and sat next to Keito.

“Answer my question.” Keito said, staring straight at the wall.

“Mou.. I already had a tough time at work, and now you won’t even let me rest…” Yabu acted. He acted well, but it wasn’t good enough especially to Keito. Keito stay silent, closed his eyes and took a deep breath. Kota watched as Keito’s chest rose and fell smoothly. Kota bit his lower lips, unsure of how to react.

Title: Sweets for  my ... sweet?

Pairing: OKABU with slight hints of other pairings here and there

Summary: JUMP saw AKB48’s recent Puccho CM where they did the relay passing of the puccho candy. JUMP decided to try it.

A/N: I suck at ending stories. Kay bye.

“Guys have you seen AKB48’s new commercial?” Yuto asked upon entering the dance studio.

“Oh, about the puccho candy you mean?” Hikaru asked.

“I have an idea” Yabu smirked.

The entire group  went around the building, looking for puccho candies. Ryutaro and Daiki on the other hand, decided to use the opportunity and went for their little sweet getaway. Until they saw Kota shaking his head at them in front of the building.

When finally found a vending machine in the building selling puccho candies, Chinen decided to call the rest of the members to gather back.

“I don’t really get a chance to have such a close up view of a member..” Keito thought to himself. Kota though, looked at Keito who seemed to have such a troubled face. Brushing the feeling away, Kota got them to stand in a row, with everyone’s iphone on the table so they can record the whole process. The row ended up as Hikaru from the most left, followed by Yamada, Daiki, Ryutaro, Inoo, Yuto, Takaki, Chinen, Yabu and finally Keito.

Hikaru carefully placed a puccho candy in his mouth to an extend that Yamada was able to grab it from Hikaru’s mouth. However upon taking the puccho, Yamada accidentally brought the candy in his mouth and chew it.

“YAMADA!” Hikaru burst into fits of laughter and so did everyone. Until Yamada realized what he did, he facepalmed himself.

Keito on the other hand, was nervous. Why among all people, must I be the last, and only get close to Yabu’s face..

After three tries, the puccho candy now finally moved to Ryutaro. It was then the door suddenly burst open and having Dboy’s Yukki, happened to be wearing a maid outfit skipped in the room. He then realized he was in the wrong room when he noticed a heavy atmosphere with 10 pair of eyes staring back at him, probably flabbergasted.

“Ah! .. Sorry for intruding!” Yukki said, then ran up to Ryutaro and took the candy from his mouth before skipping out of the room.

“I don’t even..” Daiki said trying to snap Ryutaro out of confusion. Ryutaro spun to Inoo and asked if his cheeks were red, Inoo could only smile.

“I wonder how AKB-san manage to do the commercial. We’re taking such a long time to get this done.”  Kota said during the break. For the third time, they ran out of pucchos. Sending only Inoo to buy another packet of pucchos, Yuto decided to follow him.

Kota looked at Keito’s direction, the younger lad seemed to be deep in his thoughts. Kota then decided to do the ‘finger-on-the-shoulder’ prank. Softly placing his right hand on Keito’s left shoulder, Kota attempted, it worked. Keito was taken aback.

“You seemed to be in daze. Anything wrong?” Kota said, sitting next to Keito. Keito felt the heat rushing to his face.

“I’m just.. tired..” Keito said, trying to make Kota leave him.

“You’re not having a fever right?” Kota asked. Keito shook his head softly. Kota decided to feel Keito’s forehead. Keito’s so good in acting but he always misses the chance to act. Kota smirked upon having a wild idea. He pushed up Keito fringe then laid his forehead against Keito’s forehead. Once again Keito felt his face flushed red especially now that their faces are mere centimetres apart.

“UWA” Keito pushed Kota away only having himself to fall off the wooden chair he was sitting on. Everyone else in the room turned to look at the fallen and the taken aback. By that time Yuto and Inoo returned back together.

“Let’s make this time round our last time recording! We have yet to start dancing!” Kota exclaimed to the other members. Everyone nodded with excitement except for the trembling Keito. So far so good, the puccho candy went from Hikaru to Yamada to Daiki to Ryutaro to Inoo to Yuto to Takaki to Chinen to Kota. When Kota finally was supposed to pass the candy to Keito, he felt that Keito was being distant and then came closer to Keito. Forgetting that their face were so close to each other, their lips touched, and Kota lost his balance, falling above Keito.

“What the hell..?” Keito thought after landing on his butt, lips still in contact with Yabu’s. 

Pairing: YamaRyuu

Summary: It hurts.

It was just last year. Everything happened too fast. I sat up the sofa, and put on my glasses. Silence filled upon the room. The room felt small. Today was supposed to be our fifth year anniversary. I gave a dry smile as I read the letters we used to exchange to each other. An hour later, I lied on the sofa. How could I have cheated death, without you?

1 year ago..

“You have a meeting on the tomorrow at the Enterprise Building at 4pm. Be sure to bring your materials as it’ll be the last meeting for this event!” My supervisor reminded me. I nodded my head in silence. It was our 5^th year anniversary. You were expecting me home early tonight because you had to take the plane later in the evening for your concert.

When I reached home the lights were dimly lit, you carried an alluring smell when you opened the door for me to greet me. It led us to a kiss. Your lips, your warmth, I finally received after a long day in the office.

We met when I was still an elementary student, you were in junior high. We didn’t met each other again until eventually ten years later through coincidental. You were a singer which I admired. I was into Shoujo, you like Shoujo. I was at the anime festival, cross dressing. Despite me being tall, the blonde wig and right make up and dress and shoes totally fooled my friends. They were amazed too when they saw me. You were shorter than me, and was actually the first guy to come up to take a picture of me. I recognise you when you first came up. We clicked from there.

You made a very homey dinner. We had konkatsu and miso soup. When done with the dishes, I helped you give your luggage a final check before sending you off to the airport. Originally I was supposed to join you for your tour in America but I had work. My flight tickets cancelled.

I helped you to pull your luggage while you went to claim your flight tickets with your work people.  I looked at you with a smile when you turned back to look at me. I saw tears welled up in your eyes. You blinked and then ran to me. You hugged me crying. You didn’t want to leave me alone for three months. I smiled, and then wiped your tears.

“It’s only for three months, time will fly faster than the speed of light.” I said. Despite you being older than me, I was feel that it was the complete opposite. Even with me doing the cross dressing, your feelings were much passionate. You pursed your lips, I can’t take it. Just last. You hugged me real tight and then gave you the kiss you wanted.

“Yamada we have to go now.” one of the crew said. I let go of you and waved as you left.

I drove back silently. Took me a two hour ride before dropping by a combi to buy myself a bottle of beer and cream puffs. The worse had yet to come. As I was paying for the items, I had myself attracted to the television.

“Sorry can you increase the volume of the tv?” I asked. He cashier was kind and did increase the volume. It was news about a plane having an engine failure and ended up crashing with another plane in the sky that was landing.

“God no..  No.. NO.. NOO! GOD HE WAS ON THAT PLANE!!!!” I eventually collapse to the floor and burst into tears. I was wailing like a baby in an almost empty store. The cashier looked at me pitifully and kept my beer away.

For days I lied down on my bed, our bed. You were gone. Your fans missed you. Your family missed you. I missed you. Only the people close to us went for your funeral. Everyone knew how miserable I felt. I couldn’t eat, I didn’t had the appetite. I didn’t go for work, I couldn’t concentrate. A month later I recovered. I was able to speak, I was able to go to work, I was able to eat. However all these were just done half heartedly. I didn’t put in all. I still couldn’t find any reason for me to live.

And now that a year had passed, I dressed up, prepared to go to your grave for a visit. I really miss you, Yamada. Happy 6^th anniversary...

Pairing:  yuto X yamada

Summary: Yamada just cant stop thinking about Yuto.

Yuto, Yamada and Yabu managed to get the train in time. Yuto sat next to Yabu whereas Yamada sat alone. They were on their way to the country side because Yamada had never been there before. Yabu was there just to accompany Yamada but Yamada insisted Yuto to come along too.

Yamada sat alone as he listened to his ipod hoping the 8 hour train ride would fly past real quick. The only view he had was Yuto lying his head on Yabu’s shoulder and Yabu leaning back. They might have fallen asleep since they woke up early. Yamada sat silently until Super Delicate played.

“Aishiteru, aishiteru..” was the line where he sang before Yuto sang. Yamada’s heart went doki doki. There was once during rehearsals for Super Delicate while at that so called “YamaJima” part, Yamada missed a step and almost fell. Yuto however was a fast thinker and caught Yamada in the nick of time. With their faces only centimetres apart.  Close enough for a kiss. Yamada got awkward but Yuto smiled.

Soon enough, Yamada fell asleep.  He had a nightmare. It included Yuto inside. They were a lovely couple walking down a road. They held hands, continuously exchanging sweet words to each other. Until a young boy flew his baseball down to the road but was too scared to retrieve it back. Yamada let go of Yuto’s hands to help the young boy. Unknown to his surroundings until a van driver honked his van in panic. Yuto however pushed Yamada out of the road and the two of them fell onto the curb. Since Yuto had wrapped himself around Yamada, Yuto was the one with the greater impact. Yuto hit his head on the floor and got unconscious.

                Yamada woke up crying. He tried himself not to make much noise so he won’t awake the others on board, specifically Yuto and Yabu. Yamada wiped his tears silently. Yuto seemed to be disturbed with Yamada’s sniffling noises and went to turn to face Yamada. Despite the train being dimly lit, Yuto could tell that Yamada was crying. Yamada eye contacted Yuto and then looked outside the window, quickly wiping his tears that wont stop falling. Yuto was now worried and stood up and got to the seat next to Yamada.

                “You okay?” Yuto whispered. Yamada stayed silent. Yuto then took out his cell phone and sent a text message to Yamada.

                “If you can’t talk now, at least text me back. Don’t keep me worried okay):” was what Yuto texted. Upon hitting the ‘send’ button, Yamada’s phone vibrated in his chest pocket. Yamada took out his phone, read the message and replied, “I had a nightmare. I lost you in the nightmare..” Yuto seemed a bit dumbfounded, nonetheless, Yuto held Yamada’s hands and said “You wont lose me. You never will. ” Then made Yamada rested his head on Yuto’s chest.