Don't love me, run away!

Title: Don't love me, run away!
Pairing: OkaYama
Summary: - 
Rating: G


Keito rested his chin on the table after settling in the dressing room. His heart felt heavy. He just finished watching the video in JUMP WORLD and there was one particular part where he felt pain. Such a beautiful, flawless person, going “All thanks to this British Okamoto Bastard”. That was not the first time he mentioned something painful.

The other day while shooting Yan Yan JUMP and Keito failed in removing the duct tape from a balloon without popping the balloon. Keito apologized to his group mates of course, only to be pinned to the wall by him, as if his stare wasn’t enough to kill him.

Previously, too,  Keito had accidentally flicked the switch for his anger. He ended up bursting in anger, having Keito to cry. When this happened, he left everyone shocked. It was probably the first time something like this to happen among a group everyone thought the bond between them was unbreakable.

Despite all these, Keito still had feelings for the flawless one. Liking someone who ended up hurting you the most isn’t the best feeling ever.

Before Keito realized, tears started falling down his cheeks. He quickly wiped them off in case any member walks in any time soon. Keito came in two hours earlier just so he could take time to understand how much his hatred is for him. However to his shock, that flawless boy was already sitting across the table. HOW THE HELL DID YOU GET IN WITHOUT ME NOTICING?!

He laughed.

“Sorry did I scare you?”

“Did you saw me crying?” Keito changed the topic, probably being sensitive.

He nodded.

“Ne Keito, if there’s anything bothering you, don’t hesitate to consult me.” There was sudden warmth hinting unlike his usual cold self.

Keito shook his head and said ‘it’s nothing’ before giving a reassuring smile. He was taken aback then frowned. Exactly after this, the other members started walking into the dressing room. The aura between Keito and him wasn’t good, and everyone took notice of it.

During breaks, Keito would find himself sitting far away from him. Even so, he’d be caught if he were to try to take a glimpse of him.

“Keito, I need to talk to you.. privately..” He whispered to Keito’s ears before leaving the room. Keito gulped. Without eye contacting with the other members in the room, Keito too, left in a hurry.

He was nowhere to be seen. Keito felt his heart cringe, stomach churning. Keito quickly walked down the hallway, nervous. Nearing the end, Keito was pulled in into a bend that was dimly lit. His breathing was unstable but that did not stop the other party from kissing him. Shocked, Keito immediately pushed the other party away. It turned out to be no one other than him.

“R-Ryosuke?! .. Why..” Keito felt disgusted and hurt; so badly he wanted to run away.

“Could you at least listen to my side of story before jumping to conclusions?!” Ryosuke sighed then continued, “I.. I like you okay.. This whole time, it wasn’t Chinen whom I like.. It was you..”

Confusion was what hit Keito.

“I don’t understand. If you like me, then why did you go to the extend to hurt me?” The tears came once again.

“It’s not like that… I don’t hate you Keito.. I just .. want your attention… It is difficult to get your attention especially when everyone else is pairing me up with Chii and you get along well with Yutti! I’m sorry if I hurt you though.. So .. we’re cool?" Ryosuke went ahead to wipe off Keito’s tears before giving him a short kiss.