366 days

 Title: 366 days
Pairing: YabuHika

I woke up from my nap feeling extremely depressed. Pratically, I WAS depressed. Depress to the fact that I didn't talk the whole day to anyone. No messages from my phone, no miss calls. I felt like crying. I felt unwanted anymore. I felt like the whole world had turn away from me. Imagine walking in class, with no one noticing you. The seat you were arranged at had no one sitting beside you. The whole day, no one talked to you or even noticed you. Having that made me depressed.

 

I washed my face and head out from home. Staying home doing nothing is not fun. I decided to walk over to the park I always go to whenever I feel unwanted. Seeing the turtles in the rivers made me feel better. When I reached the park, it drizzled. The light rain fell upon the leaves of the trees around it, however, I didn't feel the rain at all. My pace fastened til I reached the playground and with a swing. Despite the light rain, I sat on the swing and pushed myself into the air. I saw a child with his mother, i supposed.

 

"Mama, why is the swing moving by itself?" I stopped swinging.

"Must be the wind. Come Shota, let's go!" The mother pulled her son closer to her and walked faster.

 

"What is with this crap?!" I decided to head home.

 

When I opened the door to my home, I found a classmate of mine who is also a close friend of mine, Hikaru, crying himself by the sofa.

 

"Why'd you have to leave me?! Why Yabu, why?!" Hikaru choked in between his weeps. I didn't understand what he meant. There must be some kind of a mistake! I walked closer to Hikaru and patted his head gently. Hikaru cried more.

 

"What's wrong Hikaru? Can't you see me?!" I somewhat shouted. It was official. Even Hikaru couldn't hear me. I cried. What exactly happened to me? 

 

Just then I saw my mom coming out from my room, carrying a box; the box which I kept my treasures inside. I wanted to snatch the box away, but I couldn't feel my body anymore. My deepest secrets, and most cherished memories, are now in my mother's hand, and I can't take it away.

 

"Hikaru, I know you're sad, but, be glad you met a great person. There wasn't anyone as great as a person he is. We didn't knew he had a heart condition. He had always been healthy.. running here and there.." I froze. Heart condition?! I never know I was in danger... My life ended so fast..  This explained why the class didn't noticed me earlier in the day... but.. why am I still here?

 

4:37 PM 8/10/2010